Thursday, March 11, 2010

trusting You

at the airport with my dad now:)
flying off at 00:25 and stopping over in dubai, quite excited, cant wait to watch the shows on plane:)
will be back on 24th
manchester will be freezing, 7-10 degrees in the day, up to -2 at night!
might have snow:D anyone wants bottled snow?

this trip, will be having 2 school interviews on 18th, both are quite good schools, william hulme grammar school and st. bede's college.
finding accomadation, seeing churches on sundays, finding a clinic, bank, bicycle shop:)
well, im excited and at the same time anxious for this trip, leaving my mum and brothers alone for 10 days of nearly holidays, i trust that He will look after every aspect while we are gone.
this trip, i hope will also finalise things, i dont like things to be hanging and unsure, and am scared and nervous
but
above all, i will trust in God because He is faithful.
He is the ultimate planner.
my future, i place in Your big wide hands.

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Nothing shall seperate me from the love of God

28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. 29For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. 30And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

31What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all - how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died- more than that, who was raised to life- is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35 Who shall seperate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?
Romans 8: 28-36

I started to cry. Not of sadness, but happiness perhaps. It's the feeling of  'how more obvious can God show me that nothing that happens can seperate me from the love of him?' , like wow, maybe God knows we will still be wandering around in worry/anxiety if it's not written out word for word out in the bible, so He wrote it there.
Word for word, right there for us to see.
And since the Bible is God's word, the truth, I shall believe in it.

I could feel You in the whole place. You were there, i was just basking there in your love.
He is jealous for me
Love's like a hurricane, i am a tree
bending beneath the weight of His love and mercy

 Dinner with yingnuo and jeannie last night:) we practically walked the whole stretch of orchard road twice.
Good time :D

lots of sharing, hahah secrets and all.
yingnuo shared of imagining you stop believing in prayer.
prayer is a weapon given to us by God against Satan.
If we don't believe it works,
It's like believing that the knife in your hand doesn't cut.
That's a scary thought to me.